February 2012
Anonymous asked: who's number four on your list of people who impacted your life? cus i think i know but im nott sure
Anonymous asked: who said that to you today?
thing with that chat is, i honestly don't know...
also is there anyone in northwestern ct who i could stay with if my parents kick me out or if/when i run away?
I can't decide weather to laugh or cry... what do...
Me: (about her leaving lunch quickly when I told her I was piercing my lip) The fuck wazzat?
Her: that was me giving up on the last ounce of respect i had for you
Me: haha why?
Her: because you complain about EVERYTHING. you have ways about it, so shut up. oh, and stop looking for attention :)
Me: hah. wow. consider that last text the loss of a lot of respect for you now. i'm not even going to try to defend myself until i stop laughing. lol.
Her: i really don't care. i stuck by you because nobody else did. and now, in this school at least, you have no one. have fun with that
Me: oh i already knew i had no one. thanks for driving my point home.
Her: k.
Anonymous asked: Nope that was just my little message of support (this being the second obviously) and you actually know me, and i'm pretty sure I annoy the shit out of you, but my evenings wouldn't be complete without some kinda post from you <3 No idea why, but you seem to complete my tumblr :)
oh my god i am laughing so hard at this...
or am i crying
fuck this i can’t tell anymore.
Anonymous asked: I admire you, ever since I got tumblr I've admired you... I'd say the world would be a duller, sader, and a lot less fucking fun without you, I love people like you <3 <3
Anonymous asked: You are loved.
Sorry for complaining about privilaged first world...
Mom said last night that she was taking my...
WHAT THE FUCK WAY TO LIE TO ME AGAIN MOM YOU WONDER WHY I CALL YOU A LIAR? YOU DO THIS TO ME IN ALMOST EVERY SINGLE SITUATION NOT JUST COMPUTERS!
Yet I can’t move out because I’m broke.
She also wonders why I’m going insane when she won’t listen to me tell her about things I see. But that’s another story.
This will be a tough week. Hopefully I can make it...
shaelephant asked: trans-em: emerson. likes the ladies. knows how to take care of the ladies.
spaghetti--day asked: mini-bio: my name's emerson. i tend to lose my penis. i am trans*. i like to get high. trippy things are fun. and i can't find the airport. :)
Reblog if you want someone to write you a...
Whenever I want to start homework
Tumblr: Log in loser, we're going blogging.
i feel ompletely numb
Anonymous asked: how about the ones with greatest impact on yr life?
Anonymous asked: name yr relationships in order and why they ended and or were sucessfull
So i just had a huge fight with my mother about...
oh so i don’t think taking a shitton of nyquil is bad. but if it is i don’t care.
probably gonna cut. i don’t care about that either.
i’ll try painting first though.
Have you ever gotten in the shower, turned the water up so it was probably way hotter than necessary, and just stared at the wall for so long that everything slowly gets blurry and you can’t even manage to organize one simple thought in your mind because it seems to be all slowly slipping away?
i love that feeling.
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Anonymous asked: shes just tryin to make you feel bad
Speaking of cutting
I’m sure that if mom still takes my computer at 10 i’ll go back and ruin my, what? 220 days?
i’m not planning on it, but being left alone with my thoughts for hours again. that’s what does it. my thoughts are not a good place to be.
Anonymous asked: I saw your post..who cut? its not your fault, im sure.<3